I make things complicated.
i am not fearless. In fact, i have tons of fears. And the only way i cold get through them is to say that i am.
A hard Corr
i am not, but i love Tonight Alive and Jenna McDougall
a hopeless romantic-- so with that i am
obsessed with the idea of finding your true love, and with love and loving and all those related ideas.I believe in fairytales and happy endings.
i post whatever i like. anything under the sun. Mostly something about my day, what i am or was thinking, my rants and other worldly stuff that i like to write or express about.
I like exchanging ideas with other people. if you might want to share something, feel free to talk to me about it. Send me a message, or click the 'Ask Away' button!
i wish i had the capacity to do impossible things. Things like sending you balloons, sticking a large banner outside your house, and telling you how much i appreciate everything you do, and how much you mean to me..
Am I sick? Or am i just odd?
I cannot be in a packed hall. It suffocates me. especially when people have a lot of acquaintances within the four corners of the place. I cannot talk. I cannot breathe. I.. just.. cannot.. i don’t know. Maybe there will come a time that i will get to surpass this thing. Sometimes, i just need to be alone. I need to think things through. I need space. I need some quiet time. I need.. ugh. This introversion is extreme.
I can’t. I can’t. I can’t. I cannot do this anymore. Please just give me at least a day or two to be on my own. Solace comforts me. it allows me to delve into the depths of my thoughts.. But, where could i find the guts to say that i need some alone time? Do i have the courage to face the pros and the cons? What is going to happen? Is everything going to go on, or is it going to be over?
I want to feel your fingers unclip my bra, she said, and slowly start to unravel the last thread of decency I possess.